I've only met two pair of eyes

WHO are worth mentioning....

.... my TRUE parents!!!!!!
.... my FIRST LOVE!....
.... my FIRST TRUE FRIENDS!!!
... my DOG...meah...
... and my second LOVE.... 2x meah...!!!!

... AND the biggest enemy possible ! ... (which I kicked the crap of! ;) BTW )

........and my toughest one...........

I've seen and LIVED with death for so much and so many times, most of you won't even comprehend...

anyway...

you  might not even believe it....

Sorry I have to be so blunt....

EVEN SO...

I manage to KEEP my SOUL...(more or less....) intact...

LIFE IS A FIGHT!

NO MATTER HOW YOU PUT IT!

ON EVERY LEVEL (rich or poor, spiritual or not, powerful or weak... !)

I haven't lived a long LIFE...but somehow... I've had the chance of learning a lot from it.

FOR WHICH I AM GRATEFUL!

PLEASE LISTEN!: !!!!!!!!!!   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EZpfOhT5IwI

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La multi ani!

Draga mea....

Sper sa nu te superi daca iti voi trimite mesaj.

Asta e un loc unde nu mint!

Deloc!!!

Cei care stiu despre el sunt oameni f apropiati de sufletul si inima mea! Nu sunt toti... :(...  dar Cei care stiu cine scrie aici insa...sunt... (sau au fost... :(  la un mom dat... o exceptie...)

Stiu ce mi-ai zis si voi respecta... sau nu...se pare... :-p

Love takes guts, not heart! ;)...

(and you probably have the biggest love, heart and guts there is...  IT TAKES ONE TO KNOW ONE!.... :) )

well bby.... you're right!... please have some because it's in your face! :)

DA! Suntem din lumi complet diferite...  diferite nu real, ci doar in conventii, si poate in alegeri facute pe timpul vietii, pe care amandoi stim ca celalalt le-a facut corect... :)
Stiu ca poti vedea...
just fucking accept it!....

Please!

Daca simt eu, este imposibil sa nu simti si tu... macar un pic... :)

Vorbesc de suflete aici...

Anyway... sunt multe lucruri despre care am putea vorbi... :)

La multi ani!

Viata ne-a dat cel mai mare cadou posibil... sa ajungem sa ne cunoastem....

Please stop being an idiot J :) :*









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Probabil cel mai de kkt moment al vietii mele...

Avand in vedere ca am avut norocul sa mi se intample de doua ori in viata... (cand cei mai multi oameni nu au ocazia sa simta asta nici macar o data)... si este de la sine inteles ca nu se mai poate sa mi se mai intample si a treia oara... o voi spune, si va avea un caracter personal.

Sper sa ai rabdare sa citesti pana la capat... in detaliu...

Da, am mai iubit o data. Nu esti prima. A durat 5 ani. In momentul in care am aflat ca am cancer, (era mai-iunie, clasa a 12-a) si doctorii mi-au spus ca nu o sa apuc sa vad toamna (era anul 2000... ;)  ..), primul gand a fost "FUCK!", al doilea ce plm fac cu Laura (si asta e nume real). Nu vreau sa sufere langa patul meu, nu vreau sa o doara, nu vreau sa o vad cum i se rupe sufletul langa mine. Mai bine plec de unu singur decat sa stiu ca am lasat omul pe care il iubesc in suferinta. (si ma pis in repetari! this is about expressing! NOT WRITING!)

Cu alte cuvinte am renuntat la ultimele clipe din viata... pe care la mom respespectiv stiam ca vin... (J este foarte serios!)... doar pt ca ea sa nu sufere...

Ce am facut? (NU e cazul acum!!!). M-am purtat ca un dobitoc. Am dat one big fat bullshit de incepuse sa ma urasca. Nu e bine... trebuia sa-i devin indiferent... n-am reusit, obviously... Eu cu cancer si cu 2-3 luni de trait incercam s-o fac sa NU sufere...Fuck it!! I know! ....

(Stiu ca am gresit....)

BUT that's not the point!

THE POINT IS!.... N-am crezut ca voi mai simti vreodata asa ceva pentru cineva!.... SI MAI MULT de atat ...J... sentimentele pentru tine ...sunt mai puternice!!!......


se pare ca e posibil...pffff.... :)))

Nici eu nu as crede daca mi-ar spune cineva...
plm....
BUT IT'S REAL! ...
and


P.S.
Ti-am vazut ochii in timp ce-o faceai.... (:* :* :*)
.....
mai mult asta m-o enervat....!!! .......

P.P.S.
you are the one person/thing/whatever I love the most...Don't know why because you treat me like shit! I guess because I see beneath the surface...my bad... But don't know if I do anymore ... at all... however you definitely were!!!. I can't think straight anymore! It was one fucked up thing you did tonight J. And most importantly, Undeserved! ...












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We live in a new world...

Din pacate Darwin...e depasit...la propriu!

Am ajuns atat de multi incat evolutia ...nu mai joaca nici un rol.... (bitch please!...go search for pokemons! (tried it...was crap!))
Important e sa te adaptezi... cu cat mai repede...cu atat mai bine! ;)

You think this is faaast??? NO It's not!.... I'm an adrenaline junkie who says STOP YOU IDIOTS!

Cu toate astea stiu ca exista si insule de liniste!...so there is hope! :)

You won't find them in hell or heaven or whatever the crap you thing you'll end up in. It's not there!

You assholes!

Religion is a choice!... you're asking for a crusade?... you're already getting it... without you even knowing it ;) so FUCK OFF! You were the cradle of civilization! ...now you're SHIT!

Franta! RUSINE!!!!!!!! nu sunteti in stare de nimic!
Germania? mda.... hai sa vorbim de honeypot...un concept pe care multi nu-l inteleg.... relax...ii scapa oricui ;)

I'm not going to stand for this! And like me there are legions! and frankly...I would not dare mess around with any one of them! ;)


RANT OVER!

"We race with racers!" It's probably the only honorable way left.... :(...

now imagine finding someone who's able to keep up with you :)... and even win.... in some places :-p

....

Never thought I'd be able to feel this way after all the crap I've been/(seen)  through....

but here it is! and I have no fucking clue what to do! :)

you're https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SjINXbJ3vdo
I'm https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tnFfKbxIHD0
si mai pot https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DmeUuoxyt_E
si asta https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HwT-NV0hFP0

I left the world so long ago I can't even remember!
However! Nothing compares with fighting for the one you love!


and songs can't say much ...

I'm goin' to be Frankf... got it wrong for a sec there :))  ...


VA ROG din tot sufletul.....! exista un singur loc unde exista liniste...

I AM going to give it up!
It's where you're able to fall asleep in the arms of the one you love! even though it's not there to do it...

that's the place!

but that takes years just to find....so don't fuck it up! PLEASE!

gata! dau post ca e tarziu...mana in priza de net si mai scriu peste 2-3 ani ;)













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